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Lost my pole mojo
I know almost all of us have gone through this at some point – feeling like you’re in a rut, stalled, whatever you want to call it. And I’ve been here before too, but it doesn’t usually cause me as much of a problem as it is now!
I’ve entered a comp in June and I’ve gotta choose my song so I can start working on choreo. I’ve competed a couple times before, and performed before, but in the past, I usually have wound up taking a private lesson here or there to help me with choreo or to work on new tricks and combos. This time around, I’m on a super tight budget… so, no privates to help get me started or help through a sticky spot. That, plus time constraints from work, means that I really have to get going soon in order to have enough time to get a piece ready and clean enough to compete with.
There are some really great judges at the comp so I really want to be able to get the most out of it and present a good piece so I come out of it with useful feedback.My normal process is that I will have a few key tricks/combos/flows that I want to use in my piece. Things that show my strengths, that are at the appropriate difficulty level for my division and that are within my reach to perfect in a given time frame. Then I’ll have a few songs that I like, listen to them a bunch, and then picture where I would want my key elements to fit. Eventually, one song just fits – like a puzzle piece. And then I can work on building my routine around the key elements I identified in the first place.
But right now, I can’t choose a song. I have like 4 that I’ve narrowed down, but now I’m stuck. I don’t have any new tricks or combos that I’ve been working on that – everything feels like it’s too easy for me or hard enough that I wouldn’t be able to train enough to pull it off in time. I don’t have any mini-flows in my head. So I can’t picture any choreo for my songs… which makes me unable to choose the song. You can see the vicious circle I’m putting myself into.
Although I feel like I’ve been getting fairly strong lately, I suddenly realized that I’ve lost my armpit grip (like for a Teddy) – I’ve had that for years!! Always has been solid. I saw a bunch of new shapes that utilize that hold that I wanted to try and BAM – couldn’t even stay on the pole.
I’m just feeling very frustrated and hoping some inspiration will float my way…
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