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Veena is hurt!
For those of you following me on Twitter, you know that, I have been dealing with a left bicep/arm problem for the past ummm…12 days now. I have no clue how I hurt myself, which annoys the hell out of me!! I had started dancing one day and the arm just felt weird, but there was never a painful moment of any kind. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_scratch.gif I have not danced since that day (I tried once but stopped) have not done any weight training either (tried but stopped) . Ice and anti-inflammatory so far have not worked.
My very first thought was that I had just some how over done it, and lightly strained/pulled the muscle. I don’t think it was over use because I hadn’t had time to weight train at all the last week before it happen and had only danced once or twice. My concern was the burning and occasional tingling that has been happening, it felt similar to when I had injured my Ulnar (funny bone) nerve a year ago, in that same arm. Just not nearly as severe this time…no numbness just tingles. I had no bruising or swelling which is pretty typical in a strain. I do really doubt its nerve, but the only move that was new to my dancing was armpit holds….so holding your body up with just the under arm. So that could be the tingling. I just wanted to make sure it wasn’t a nerve. So yesterday I went to the doctor. Didn’t get much help there.
Anyway, besides the lack of bruising, or sudden pain, it sure sounds like a muscle stain, so I could not get a DR to refer me to a sports medicine clinic because its just a strain… whatever. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_rolleyes.gif I don’t think they understood I don’t what someone to fix the problem, I just wanted to know how bad it was, (there are different levels of strain), and I wanted to know how I could prevent it from happening again. I was doing everything I know of to prevent this from happening. I always warm up, I know I didn’t over stretch it, I do strength training so I don’t have an imbalance, (I do have the Ulnar nerve damage from before, but that nerve affects the tricep and forearm down to the pinky and ring finger, I still have tingling in my fingers after every work out from that injury. So my other concern was that my triceps or forearm is becoming weak from the damage and there for causing an imbalance, with could lead to muscle strain of the opposing muscle group). That elbow had been causing a lot of numbness/tingling lately so I just wanted to rule that out. My triceps work out has been much lighter then before my ulnar damage and slightly painful. I was just hoping to get more information then "its just a strain, don’t use the arm". I have done weight training for 9 years and have had my share of sore muscles to heal, but NEVER anything like this. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_scratch.gif I have not done heavy training since the Ulnar nerve injury, because only 2 and a half months after it healed, I got pregnant, so this is the first time I’ve been able to push my self in dance and weights, since the nerve damage! Now I have to quit again! https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_twisted.gif
I am so totally mad at myself because this happened, and even more upset because I don’t know how or why! If it is a strain, I have to avoid lifting with it, or it will only get worse. I have no choice but to use it, I have to lift Henry. He has been really fussy lately because mommy can’t hold him and carry him around like he is use to. It makes me sad and mad ahhhh. I am beyond frustrated and I feel I am making a huge deal out of nothing. But there is always something that gets in the way of me making consistent, adequate, gains in my pole dance!!!! Not dancing is tearing my up inside, what if it doesn’t heal properly and what if it becomes a chronic problem? What if it is the ulnar nerve damage is causing a problem?? I apologize for little pity party. I can deal with pain really well, but the constant burning and dull ache along with the inability to dance or hold my child is proving to be extremely challenging on my mental well being! https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_pale.gif
I have told myself I will try my best to find some good in this, but……
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