Yup, Been a tough year for me as well but I try to stay positive and think to myself that most things happen for a reason and so when I step away from myself and really think,then that always holds true. Like for the year already I broke up with my long time boyfriend and lost my job which was bad BUT when I stopped and really thought about it he was a self centered idiot, and my bosses were ……….(no words to describe them LOL) but without them I feel a whole lot better.
I also stay positive because I dont want to get sucked down and depressed because nobody likes me when im like that, but when it does try to get ahold of me I do things that make me feel better,throw on some music, go for a drive to get away( I catch the bus I cant drive YET)etc, but do something that will lift your spirits, and always try to stay the way you are right now, hopeful and faithful,hardships made you stronger. Please remember nothing lasts forever, and this, that you are going through right now, shall pass. I hope you feel better soon Angel.