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Disappointing Start
Hi Everyone,
I tell long stories. Sorry.
In September, I visited a friend who has been taking pole lessons and has a pole in her home. I decided that I was going to get a pole for myself even though I had never tried it. I’m a big girl and I figured the purchase would help save some money and embarrassment. My birthday was in November, so I bought myself the pole for a b-day/x-mas gift to myself. I had to delay installing the pole, but have watched hundreds of pole videos in the meantime.
Today, I set up the pole! Yay! I can’t hold up my own weight. Boo! X-Pole sent an intro pole DVD which is how I learned I couldn’t hold myself up. I did what I could with the video, but I can’t even pole hang. I am disappointed to say the least. I have a habit of beating myself up and of depression and anxiety. I need to know that there is a light at the end of this tunnel because I feel like a failure right now.
Thanks for listening,
Janis
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