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I made one blissful week of poling,now I have to quit….
My parents have issues with thinking it is for dirty,bad,wanton girls.I even offered to show dad tarakarina,and mom has already watched some of the videos on here.They just ”aren’t comfortable” with it.I can’t use the 65mm rusty RV support because of nosy gossiping baptist neighbors,and it being 45ºF outside….to add to the sleep deprivation.I have decided to give them what they want.I quote ”I don’t care if you’re happy,only if your holy”.They want to send me a to girl’s home where I’ll be immeresed in scripture.The girls there are not allowed to look at a man if you can believe that.The school there is total propaganda.A sentence from my engish book.”Let’s talk about the First Commandment tonight,”said Mr. Lovejoy. Social studies I learned about Jesus,and had to write ”All religions other than the Bible,andthe God of the Bible are false….I think there was something about damnation in there too.Anyway I think I will agree and let my parents send me away for ”rehabilitation and relaxation.”I can finish school super fast,and the place has a scholarship program to go to a Baptist college.I also get a job 6 months before being let out.At college I get an apartment off campus….get the picture.Total pole freedom!! I always said if I was to commit a crime I’d plan it to perfection way ahead of time.This way I make my parents happy,and get what I want.I realized today if they would rather I move out than poledance,there are deeper problems than a pole….I made it 1 week of very happy night rendevous with that pole…it was like a dream.I have to quit physically,but I think I’m a poler at heart.The desire to pole has only gotten stronger in the past 2 years.I am finding a way to be free and honor my parents ”in the Lord for this is right.”I think this is the biggest step in my poling journey.And to the guy’s on my post about guys and poledancing I feel the same.I super identify with Pat Smack…no I don’t have a crush on you,even though I have mentioned you by name twice. When I move out I really need to be around guys as my parents believe associating for more than a hello(not initiated by you)is wrong.I am seriously guy shy,outside of my lover.He’s behind bars and doesn’t mind because when he gets out my parents might give him a chance …he’s going to be so proud of me wanting to be free,independent,strong and happy…what they think doesn’t matter anymore.Before I start talking about wanting to sleep with him I’ll say goodnight….,
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Stay strong girl, and follow your heart….be true to yourself and you will be happy 🙂 and very Machiavellian on the game-plan, I like it.
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Wasn’t there a pole thing recently about people poling for god/jesus? Maybe if u showed them that?
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Wasn’t there a pole thing recently about people poling for god/jesus? Maybe if u showed them that?
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Life is tough when you are a teen and feel strongly about something but can't pursue it, even though I'm sure your parents feel they are choosing what's in your best interests. I'm glad to see your strategy is to focus on your education and take a constructive and effective way to gain your independence. Until you are back with a pole you can do your strength conditioning and flexibility training as well as dance so you will be a step ahead when you are ready to continue. Like MsPretty said stay strong. You have an awesome future ahead.
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Like some others said – while you are not on the pole I would just suggest keeping up with strength excercises and flexibility training. (also start trying to remember to point your toes- FOR EVERYTHING. once you are have the habit it sticks!)
Stay strong! I wish you the best, and good luck!
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