Looks Like I’ll Be Poling Through Another Pregnancy!

I think the hardest part was the physical pain which is better today. It was rough yesterday. I have a lot of blessings and I am so thankful for everything I have. I have two beautiful children who are healthy and wonderful. I have a husband I adore and I have the best friends and family. That helps a LOThttps://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_flower.gif

Thank you so much for your support everyone.I am truly touched by everyones sweet words. This community really came together and reached out so nicely for me. I'm a little bit emotional due to the hormonal drop. I felt really raw and sore in my core all week. I slept most of yesterday. I was feeling stronger and stronger each day but was so tired yesterday!

Meerne I am so sorry about your loss! I hope you have all of the support you need. We had one before our last child also and I was completely devastated. I was an emotional wreck. We conceived again w/in 6 weeks, the second time I ovulated:) And that one resulted in a beautiful baby who is now 16 months old! This time when we lost our baby I got to look at her beautiful smile each day and my 10 yr old as well and I was just reminded of our blessings.

My water had broke too! No one tells you that when you have a miscarriage you go into labor! I had broke my water around 3 am w/ light bleeding then contractions started. I had those for a few hrs. Then soaking a pad every hr for two days. I was really dizzy. I had a fever, chills and I could not even get up out of bed! Two days later I made it to the doctor. They took my blood and gave me antibiotics. They gave me medicine to make me cramp….I was so scared to take it that I didn't take it til yesterday! Never again will I take that crap! OMG let me tell you, that was not fun. We did not have a d&c, that must have been really scary for you!

I guess I'm sharing so that I can be some support for someone else. These things are often left not talked about and shushed about. It's a big deal for our bodies to go through spritually and mentally though. I'll be rebuilding for quite some time. I lost a lot of nutrients, fluids and electrolytes. I didn't eat much all week either. I look forward to rebuilding. I am not sure if I'll still be able to compete this coming weekend. It's kind of the furthest thing from my mind since I need to rest and get healthy again. I don't have anything to prove and there will be so many more comps to enter when I am well again. It's a bummer but my body and health come first!

Sending love and prayers to all of the ladies who have had to go through this type of situation as well.