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Private Ponder
I know i asked this yesterday but i would love more input.
I'm debating whether to have a private with my teacher. Its $40 for a little over an hour. I would do it while my kid is in school as a little pole treat to myself for my previous b-day. Awesome right?
Well, the thing is I already get a decent amount of one on one with her in class on Fridays. Its just me and another girl there and so when she's working on her i do whatever and visa versa. A nice balance. Although i do share the spotlight with someone way more bolder then me and i tend to "wander" when I'm left on my own. lol.
I imagine in a private it will be a lot more intense and i would accomplish a lot more. Push beyond some of those silly barriers i have in the invert land. Maybe even put something cool together. What kind of scares me is how intense it could get. I hate feeling like super pressured. If I'm pushed to much i shut down and put up a very hard stubborn wall. Then black cloud lets loose and its over. I would hate to spend my last $50 and it turn into a wall of stubborn black cloud blah cause i overwhelmed myself. But i really love my teacher and she's been soooooo good to me lately. I almost want to do it just be around her. lol. I would hate for it to be all work and no fun like it is in class. Strictness is ok, but I'm not competing or anything so i really would like it to be like a pole jam. Learn, laugh and accomplish mad shit.So yeah, not sure what to do there. Thoughts?
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