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That infliction called: Back Fat
Heeey Veeners!!
I've been having a dilemma with my body shape as of late. As a child I was a chubby (or as my mother would say, 'cuddly') little thing. I started martial arts at the age of 8 and carried it right through until I was 16. As I became as teenager I lost an awful lot of weight and became quite slim and very toned. I think because I stayed at the karate for so long, I never really learned what my natural body type was like.
Fast forward a few years and I no longer do any martial arts. My body changed a lot. Not so much to other people (thank God for clothes haha!) but definitely to me. I actually purposely TRIED to gain weight, after it dropped so low after a crappy break up. I hated being super skinny because it didn't suit me, I was always pretty strong looking and I had turned quite boney.
Anyway, I think I over did the whole gaining weight thing because over the last 12 months I see that I am bigger than before. I don't know how I didn't get a handle on it more, I suppose I didn't care that much and was dealing with anxiety a lot, even working out in front of people would make me tense and feel stupid. I'd be fooling myself if I tried to deny that I have gained weight. My BIG issue is the fat on my back. I don't know why the hell it even exists. It's so ugly and I've never had it before.
I have started training at the gym 3 times a week and LOVE the 'me time' it allows for and I've also cut out crappy foods, such as fried things, fizzy drinks, overly processed foods etc. So I am trying. What I really would like to know is if you ladies who have had this horrible back fat got rid of it? And if so, how? I know the gym and diet is the main thing but are there specific toning exercises I can do to improve my back??
On a side note, I have been in bits with headaches all this week. So much so that I may go to the doc tomorrow. Could these be from the new gym schedule? I am not starving myself or depriving myself of fluids so I'm not sure if the headaches are related?? It might not be, I just feel crap because now that I'm trying to really improve myself I can't because I'm stuck in bed, in pain! Grrr!
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