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my own personal event!
omg i´m so happy!
finally after almost 9 months i did a little poling!
for those of you that don´t know, i had to stop because i had to have urgent surgery on my spine. specificly they had to put my c5 and c6 back into place and stick a thingy in between and screw it all in to place. normaly these things are done when you´re older but the nerves were very compressed i suddenly started to lose all strength in my arms and hands. i´m naturaly clumsy, but it got kind of scary when i constantly started dropping things! i practicly couldn´t write anymore. so any way all went well. was lucky to have one of the best neurosurgeons in the country.oh and i grew almost 3cm!!! https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_lol.gif
2 months later when i took the neck brace off i was great for about 2 weeks and suddenly all my back muscles just went beserk! i was all twisted and in excruciating pain for about 3 weeks and then they finally started to relax. but then i was left with my right arm and hand completly numb…the doc says it probably happened because for the last 10 years i was holding my head up mostly with my muscles and not much with my spine, and after the op they were confused and out of place and just went crazy and seized up.sounds crazy to me the docs couldn´t find any other explaination. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_rolleyes.gif
so months later after alot of fisio therapy i can feel everything again and am slowly gaining my strength back.
thought it would still be a few weeks before i could try getting reaquainted with my darling pole, but today i woke up for the first time in years with no pain! and the saturaday matinee on tv was the filme frida! i took all this as a sign and went for it.
i thought i´d just dance a bit, you know those in between parts we never know what to with. did my sexy walk, alot of swively squats (good for my out of shape legs!) and some turns. still felt good so did a few corkscrew spins left and right. then, what the hell, did some fireman sits holding on for as long as possible and repeating (like rouge suggested) and was actually able to hold on for alot longer than i thought! oh, i did warm up before all of that and i don´t think i overdid it, i know its gonna be a long slow process to get where i was before…
and even if i have a bit of pole burn on my inner thighs and a few bruises on my ankles and feet ( i´ll probably be in bits tomorrow!), I AM SO HAPPY!!!! https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_e_biggrin.gif https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_sunny.gif
sorry for this long post but i just had to share my excitement with someone! and i am so grateful to be part of this forum because sincerely it helped me keep a positive attitude when things weren´t going so well and remind me i have something great to look forward to! and when i get back to work soon and making some money i can start taking veena´s lessons! yippie!!! https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_cheers.gif https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_cheers.gif https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_cheers.gifno matter what, keep on spinning girls (and a few guys)!
lots of luv
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