[JBStarryEyedGirl]

And sorry about the repeating postings.. I’m on my phone and didnt notice til now! Weird!?

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

After some reflection I realize I’m angry about the way she treated our family in general, and resentful that I was “tricked/coerced” into having to have a meal together.

Most of the family is very upset with the situation… I guess I just feel betrayed and I’m not good at forgiving people. Especially when I don’t think they deserve it!

I feel like I am “enabling” her to creep back into our lives, and I’m sure she
will end up screwing people over, again. (and this has happened 3G already!)

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

Thanks mechie!

I wish I had the option to stay away..

Unfortunately she is the mother of my nephew, and she just started working with me about 2 months ago.

Got into a fight tonight because they say I should be able to suck it up and be nice for a night… Screw that! I didn’t want to go in the first place and I didn’t know she would be there until we arrived.

I’d be much happier keeping her out of my life permantly. It’s just not an option…

Everyone tells me to get over it and ignore her, but I feel like she screwed our family over multiple times, why should she get to sit and have dinner
With us like nothing happened and nothing is wrong.

Maybe I’m wrong for not being able to forgive her… But why should how I feel be less important???

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

Thanks mechie!

I wish I had the option to stay away..

Unfortunately she is the mother of my nephew, and she just started working with me about 2 months ago.

Got into a fight tonight because they say I should be able to suck it up and be nice for a night… Screw that! I didn’t want to go in the first place and I didn’t know she would be there until we arrived.

I’d be much happier keeping her out of my life permantly. It’s just not an option…

Everyone tells me to get over it and ignore her, but I feel like she screwed our family over multiple times, why should she get to sit and have dinner
With us like nothing happened and nothing is wrong.

Maybe I’m wrong for not being able to forgive her… But why should how I feel be less important???

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

So… I’m not one to talk about personal problems… But right now I am so PISSED OFF.

Let’s just chalk it up to family issues, but I hate feeling like I have to “play nice” with someone that I hate. And I mean hate. As in, I don’t want to be around this person, and I was forced to sit at a family dinner with her.

Why should I have to be polite and civil to someone I obviously can’t stand??? I hate feeling like a hypocrite (because I havent spoken to this family member in months) and like I have to be nice to her because she is “making an effort to be part of the family”. (she has been a complete ass to everyone in our family for months.)

I just can’t talk about this to anyone and I’m just pissed.

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

So… I’m not one to talk about personal problems… But right now I am so PISSED OFF.

Let’s just chalk it up to family issues, but I hate feeling like I have to “play nice” with someone that I hate. And I mean hate. As in, I don’t want to be around this person, and I was forced to sit at a family dinner with her.

Why should I have to be polite and civil to someone I obviously can’t stand??? I hate feeling like a hypocrite (because I havent spoken to this family member in months) and like I have to be nice to her because she is “making an effort to be part of the family”. (she has been a complete ass to everyone in our family for months.)

I just can’t talk about this to anyone and I’m just pissed.

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

So… I’m not one to talk about personal problems… But right now I am so PISSED OFF.

Let’s just chalk it up to family issues, but I hate feeling like I have to “play nice” with someone that I hate. And I mean hate. As in, I don’t want to be around this person, and I was forced to sit at a family dinner with her.

Why should I have to be polite and civil to someone I obviously can’t stand??? I hate feeling like a hypocrite (because I havent spoken to this family member in months) and like I have to be nice to her because she is “making an effort to be part of the family”. (she has been a complete ass to everyone in our family for months.)

I just can’t talk about this to anyone and I’m just pissed.

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

So… I’m not one to talk about personal problems… But right now I am so PISSED OFF.

Let’s just chalk it up to family issues, but I hate feeling like I have to “play nice” with someone that I hate. And I mean hate. As in, I don’t want to be around this person, and I was forced to sit at a family dinner with her.

Why should I have to be polite and civil to someone I obviously can’t stand??? I hate feeling like a hypocrite (because I havent spoken to this family member in months) and like I have to be nice to her because she is “making an effort to be part of the family”. (she has been a complete ass to everyone in our family for months.)

I just can’t talk about this to anyone and I’m just pissed.

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

Hey Mindy,

 I actually found a studio in San Antonio called http://www.softsensuousmoves.com and  IntimateSpins on here is an instructor! ( And helpfully sent me an email! thanks!)

But I wish I had the time to stop by Brass Ovaries too, love the name, and the videos on YT make them look like a lot of fun! Heck I wish I could take a class in Dallas too! lol. We are driving 15 hours from STL To SAN and I don't think the BF would appreciate me stopping for classes along the way lolz!

Maybe I need to organize a pole dancing class road trip, city to city, studio to studio!

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

@Flexx10 Just think of yourself as a pole pioneer! Don't let close minded bigots dictate your actions. All you can do is run a reputable, successful business and pay the rent on time. =)

Who knows, maybe if you kill your neighbor with kindness and a truce you could build a business relationship.

Maybe he has a prejudice against pole dancing, maybe you could talk and explain to him that you are justa normal gym.. with pole equipment, just like a ballet school barre, or a gymnastics gym uneven bars!

Or maybe the guy will decide to move and then you can expand your space in a few months! LOL.

Either way, don't let the guy get you down! Climb away up to the top of those 14ft ceilings and enjoy!

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

Hey ladies! Just a little update.. it's Day 35! And I haven't smoked a single cigarette! SO happy, and am now trying to convince my dad, (a 60 year old man, smoker for at least 27 years!) that is it time for him to give it up too!

And now I am considering gettting some more accupuncture done to help me lose a few pounds! If only I could give up fries and chocolate..

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

Hey SarahB, wondering if you ever found anyone or anywhere to pole dance down in San Antonio? I'm going to be visiting at the end of May =)

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

I hope everyone is taking this opportunity to wear ALL of their shoes! And maybe buy new ones =) I wore a pair of flashy patent yellow heels tonight and I was FEELIN IT! Whoooo!!!

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

Congrats on the job offer! Now the big question, are you gonna take it =)

[JBStarryEyedGirl]

Well.. I looked at the link and watched the video, and posted the text underneath (1) and to the side of it (2)..

https://www.facebook.com/breathepilates ‎4 week Intro to Pole starts Friday, April 29 ! Call the studio to register

2) Jenn M**** Pole Dance performance at the Boom Boom Room Fundraiser ! Great performance by the talented Jenn !! Learn Pole Fitness at Breathe !

I mean it DOES state that this is for a fundraiser.. yet it DOES subtly suggest that you work for them, and could be teaching the classes.. but you could maybe ask them to add something on there stating you were a feature entertainer (not an instructor), and that "intro classes are with "so and So" starting… etc.