[Linuxgirl]

http://youtu.be/CSepw1nY8mY

I thought I was flexible….

[Linuxgirl]

I use this app called nexercise, it gives you points for working out , 2000 points equal 1 amazon dollar. I found alethas stretch for pole used, I got it with my workout points used for $21.00 shipping included. I just save up my points, another good app is called viggle, check into a t.v show or news, whatever is on t.v it picks up from the audio 10,000 points equals a $5.00 CVS gift card, I saved up and had $25 in CVS gift cards that's how I bought my new nail polish. In this economy, money is tight no matter what and for the luxury items I've had to get creative. Ill post a review of it and thanks for the heads up on the other videos.

[Linuxgirl]

I've been the only girl 28 guys to 1 chick for two years now. I have found some things that helped me survive the jealous guys, guys who are nice until they realize I'm not single. What you are saying "I literally feel your pain".  

Don't try to be one of the guys, if something bad happens (sexual harassment) if you even swear like a guy, the old boys club uses it like "she had a skirt on she was asking for it" kind of mentality.

Being the "Token" girl, once you prove you can do e job and so it well that crap goes out the window and you will  get treated pretty much equally.

It takes about 3 months to gel with a group of guys, expect the same weirdness from new guys.

minimal makeup and do your hair, it's odd have fun with this one, I found I was taken the most seriously with minimal make up and my hair done, not just wearing a baseball cap.

if things get crappy, the corporate route is to document all instances of harassment and bullying. Keep a journal write your day in it and exactly what happened. This will help if you must take your concerns to Management.

Use your foot to kick the seat down. Let them touch the nasty seat 🙂

I have read a lot of your posts, you seem, like an amazingly strong, resilient woman and it would take a lot to rattle your cage, I honestly believe you'll be fine once the initial little boy hazing period is over where they are weird to you. Give it time like any new job it takes awhile to become like a piece of furniture 🙂

 

[Linuxgirl]

These things seem to help with my soreness, which is 24/7 since 4/6/13 

Omega 3's for inflammation

 Glucosamine for joint lubrication

 Epsom salt baths

Icy-Hot & Ice Packs

Suemaz Polesilks said stretch. 

Drink lots of water too, dehydration causes muscle soreness and do the rejuvination days like Veena says, I was stupid and didn't lost 5 days to recover from over use of my deltoids.

 

[Linuxgirl]

Webcams have wide angle lenses to capture the whole room, which makes anyone look thicker than they are, its like a fun house mirror effect.

Its even worse when my BFF is a 90lb Korean girl who can do pole tricks like a pro, just standing next to her makes me feel like  http://youtu.be/BYAKoo8d9K8 and that girl is better on the pole than I am.

I Have been  through this, since I got my pole; beating myself up and hating on myself. It's totally not worth it, but for some reason hating on myself is better than rationalizing how i ever let myself go this badly.

We all have our own personal standards for ourselves, but it does get better, I promise that and  my videos from day 1 to day 22 are encouragement enough to keep going and now, I am  no longer aiming for what I used to look like, I am aiming for better than I used to look like.

I also stopped comparing myself to my BFF or anyone else it's disheartening and demotivational. though I still feel like lulu at times, not as often and eventually never again.

 

 

[Linuxgirl]

I don't know about the Mr.Clean bald look, but I would go to cancer survivor websites and see how ladies who really have lost their locks pull off "bald". I guess it will all be in the way you do your make-up and how confident you are with the new look.

http://www.cnn.com/2012/06/12/showbiz/celebrity-news-gossip/celebrities-shaved-heads

http://pinterest.com/beboldbebald/bald-is-beautiful/

If all else fails buy a lace front wig while you grow it out, that is what Beyonce and tons of other ladies wear all the time.

http://www.dhgate.com/wholesale/lace-front-wigs/c018001004.html

Good Luck and Congratulations on going all out for an important cause.

 

[Linuxgirl]

In response to that video:

wow, that girl hates herself, 1:08 seconds into the video my boyfriend who is black, is saying "wait till she's pulled over by the police, then she can go on about how she isn't black". We live in Detroit and I never thought getting stopped because one is black was real until I witnessed it for myself.

This chick reminds me of a girl I worked with who was a black girl from LA, just as stuck up and self loathing, she actually let a white guy put plastic wrap over her vag when he went down on her and she thought that was ok ..and what white guys did. 1:38 (completely disgusted with this chick by this point in the video don't know if I can take much more of her).

There have been many scientific studies on light/dark skin thing and thanks to marketing and mainstream media these ideas that light skin is better than dark skin will continue to exist. It's hard to see a guy whom most would consider a darker guy say dark skinned girls are busted. 2:35

8:56, Still more lemmings believing what they are being fed by the media, defined by what they look like or what they think they should look like, or act like and are trying to say a caste system is still practiced and they still practice racism based on caste.

I hope their parents watched this video.