[RaspberryAlice]

Thank you so much Runemist34 for the kind words and advice. Its so nice being back!

A lot of my “barrier” is purely mental. I am trying to unwire that “Keep up or Keep out” mentality that was instilled in me from the studio. I was alway trying to keep up there and its created horrible habits. I have to remind myself to be patient and that I don’t have anyone or anything to prove anymore. It’s not like the pole is going anywhere! lol.

I am most likely going to sign up here and start at the beginning (even if I delusionally think i’m better than that. This is a journey now not a race.). It’ll give me time to save up for the crash pad (I lost a good percentage of my strength so i’m not daring yet anyway). I like your idea of just keeping a simple structured class of my own. I didn’t know what order to that all in so that helps a ton! (Thanks again!)