Look ahead instead of behind! You should consider doing a boudoir photo shoot for your one year anniversary! Something you can give your new husband and a great reminder to yourself of how beautiful you are! It'll give you the inspiration to get/stay in shape! And what's the funnest way to get in shape??? POLE of course! Practicing your sexy moves makes you feel and look sexy! Also, if you need help in the photoshop department, just let me know. I've been working in it for almost 10 years and know a few things 🙂 Good luck and keep your chin up!