Tamarinda
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I don’t like the article because I don’t think it’s necessary to overly police people for what they do for fun. I worked at a Mexican restaurant and could recount many things that could be deemed offensive by some people’s standards. Just a lack of understanding imo, but I wouldn’t call it blatant racism. I would go and joke about people’s “fuax pas” to my co-workers, stuff happens. If people drink and are happy then I’m happy too and that’s all that matters. People can choose to learn about me or they can choose not too. It’s a free country.
It’s admirable for people to be so compassionate and considerate toward others, but also, it doesn’t need to be forced fed either. MeganJoan, you deemed what is and is not appropriate, I apologize, but do not feel that is appropriate for you to tell others how to behave or dress. I do not mean this as a personal attack by any means, I just feel the article was a tad bit excessive. You have good intentions and that’s appreciated, but not everybody has to behave the same way.
I hope people have fun, life is hard enough without nitpicking like the article did. I’m pretty positive many of you do not have ill will when choosing to represent a culture other than your own. It’s a fun way to learn about others too if you’re interested.
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I LOVE LOVE LOVE her DVS’s!!! They’re a great price on digital download. Since you already have the flexy ones I would try out just one of her sensual ones just to see if you like it before you buy the other one. They aren’t trick heavy, she teaches her signature fluid style, so some of it shouldn’t be too rough on your shoulder. She definitely puts me in the mood and mindset when I do her DVD’s!
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Omg, that article is so stupid. Please dress as whatever you want for Halloween or a routine and don’t overthink it. DanteD what you described is absolutely not offensive and I hope you have fun and enjoy yourself.
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Hahahaha Phoenix Hunter. I live in Mobile now! Small world.
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If you’re really desperate and want to drive a bit. There is one in Mobile, Alabama. It’s an hour drive or so. The studio is called Detour.
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Dirdybirdy may not be considered “Elite” to some. She hasn’t done competitions or placed but she is one of the more well known polers. When she won polers choice award I read somewhere on her facebook or a comment she made somewhere on a post that she felt embarrassed because she knows she isn’t as good as Felix or Marion. She’s popular and people love her. She showcases her fluidity and strength well plus has a decent personality. I think people like her so much because she is more “obtainable” and “realistic”.
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This story is very disappointing to me. I can’t believe how rude some people can be. I would imagine after dealing with something like that that someone would have a difficult time going to try a different studio because of a fear of something like that happening again. It might be beneficial for you to try another studio or call ahead and see how their attitude is. I’m very sorry that this happened to you and that some people think they are so superior “we have the best trainers here”.
I’m sorry you dealt with racism as well. I feel the media has stirred the racial pot a bit and some people are being more open with their hatred. I’ve experienced some negative things as well.
Please don’t quit. It can be rewarding and you won’t experience that judgement here and veena has some great lessons.
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Lol that Vegan comment was very interesting to me I hear Vegans are very healthy. I read somewhere that Kundalini does affect the adrenals quite a bit. I stopped doing it for for right now cuz it was making me feel tired and drained. I probably need to do it and I may start again one day and see I can eventually get used to it and get passed to the point where I don’t feel like that anymore.
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I swear I had adrenal fatigue at one point too. As you say I can’t self diagnose but it seemed that way. I don’t have medical insurance or can afford any holistic medicine atm. I can’t wait till I have my degree, medical insurance, and some cash for holisitcs. I plan on getting so much stuff done to take care of myself but right now I just have to take care of myself the best I can and then later I can go to doctors and have then help me out. I have no tips for you but keep us updated if you figure anything out 😀
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I loved reading your story RaspberryAlice 🙂
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I’m fixing to unleash an ugly side of my personality. But maybe others feel as I do. Veena I think it’s compare and despair. I know we’re not supposed to but I think everyone does.
I wasn’t good when I started and I wouldn’t consider myself a “real pole dancer” until I could climb the top. When I finally climbed I wouldn’t consider myself a “good pole dancer” till I could at least do a spin. That turned into a basic invert which turned into a chopper, then to an Arial chopper, then to a jade, and so on and so forth. I don’t know when it will end for me. With all the new tricks and things from all over the world coming out I will never be “good”.
I used to satiate my feelings of unworthiness by dancing and just feeling great after. That doesn’t even do anything for me at the moment which is why I’m going to get into weight training atm because that gives me a good adrenaline rush right now.
My mind is rather unhealthy. It got to the point where I would do a new trick and wouldn’t care because my thinking was, “who cares, everyone has seen this a hundred times before. It’s nothing special. What’s the point of posting it.”
I think this happens in every sport and pole is becoming more popularized with gymnasts, circus people, and people from different countries raising the stakes.
There is also something else that has crossed my mind lately. In the lifting community there is a natty vs unatty movement going on. It’s basically people arguing over steroid use.
This got me to thinking that I don’t know what my pole “idols” are doing behind closed doors. With the stakes being raised I’m sure they feel the pressure as well. What if the people I am looking up to are getting to their point by methods that I’ll never be willing to use. Therefore I will never be like them. We kind of need hope to progress and steroid use kills hope a bit but I’m not mad if anyone who chooses to do it and i know they still work hard. I can admire them and their dancing but I can’t look up to certain things and expect to get there with 10 years of hard work and consistency. I’m not saying pole pros are doing steroids, but what if some are and some could be.
This is all a problem within myself and if I show a laymen my pole dancing they think it’s great. All I see is floppy feet, a belly, and how it’s not as smooth as I want. I try and show someone a clean chopper I’ve worked hard at and they’re more impressed with the ending Scorpio that wasn’t as hard to achieve. They think the trick I’m showing them is the scorpio lol. To the laymen I’m great, to the pole community I feel like a little unworthy tadpole in a pond of like tiger fish who can do like fonjis and stuff. Lol.
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The dreaded ego! It’s so hard to control. In strength training when someone lifts beyond their means and he injures himself they call it ego lifting lol. In yoga when we stretch to a point of injury they say it’s ego stretching.
I’m unhappy with my pole strength lately and have gotten a bit bored of pole and decided to begin strength training to get better for pole and feel good about it again. The environment is so competitive, and… Toxic. It promotes self hatred in a way. Many of those people have hurt backs and injuries. They don’t build as fast as they want and they begin injecting steroids from God knows where so they can be like their idols. They bulk and cut aka overeat then starve. They pick at every body part and they pick at each other. I’ve begun to feel sorry for men and I’ve realized they face body pressure as women do too.
Sorry for my little off topic thing but I guess what I’m trying to get at is that I hope you’re not too hard on yourself because you are injured. It’s such a natural human reaction and anyone in any sport or hobby feels pressure to be the best or be so excited that we forget to rest. I hope you have peace mentally and physically and find the safe space you are looking for 🙂 I hope you find your point of happiness in just being!!! I know I’m looking for it too 😀 Such a hard thing to accomplish lol.
I hope you can safely and peacefully get back to where you would like one day and this is just a detour that benefits you in the end and happened for a reason 😀
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ALL THAT FROM INVERTING???? You need to tell your story because I feel like many people think that’s a myth. I knew your were injured, but I didn’t understand from inverting. Despite that, you seem to be strong minded and positive. Hopefully you can tell your story because it’s so human nature of us to want to over train or do things so fast! Maybe you will be able to invert one day but your set back will have helped someone else to stop and think. You’re flow will be amazing though, well it already is. Hopefully you find happiness and release with dance. 🙂
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Awesome question this is how I feel! I have an easier time with arms and especially legs I can push to fatigue. But as soon as I start feeling discomfort in my abs, it’s hard to push my brain past to where I make progress. I thought I was the only one! TY for the awesome question!
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I think you’re doing good right now. You’re base level of strength seems better than mine when I began. You’re too hard on yourself. You’re also doing spin which in my opinion is more difficult.
PS. I used to work with a beautiful model who would always complain that guys didn’t like her or “bark up her tree” as she described it. It happens to models too so don’t be so hard on yourself.