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Arnica is AMAZING, i bruuse like a peach…so easily, and arnica really does help.

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Ooo. now theres no way I could give up tea I drink about 10 cups a day. Its so nice. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_e_biggrin.gif I’m so british.
I’m giving up alcohol for a month I think to see if it makes a difference.

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i definitely am yeah…(lol im so enthusiastic!) guess we need to see what polekitten thinks as it was her place she was offering! https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_e_biggrin.gif

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getting really drunk with my friends! https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_e_biggrin.gif my bf will be in berlin, and i will be at an anti valentines party. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_rolleyes.gif I will probably get a phone call though. If I’m lucky. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_e_wink.gif VV that is so COOL. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_e_biggrin.gif

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oh WOW. that was SICK. How does she sing while spinning so fast?? Amazing.
I’ve never really been a fan of Pink but I think I might have just become one!

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aww glitter I’m so glad that he didn’t see anything that worried him! Definitely keep us posted, but I’m so glad he could reassure you. I’m sure you will be able to have as many beautiful babies as you want,and thank you for inspiring me to get checked out also. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_albino.gif (yay bunny!!!)

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hehe yaaay well done for reaching the top of the pole! It can be so tiring to climb at first…a bit like climbing mount everest! https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_e_biggrin.gif and yeah I still cant do the plank and I’ve been poling for months. ah well practice makes perfect innit.

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Mindy I’m really sorry about your mother, and also your mother in law. I think it’s definitely true…I know so many women (my mother included) who work themselves to the bone for everyone else in their lives…and its so important to be abkle to value yourself and your own health too.
Veena I love what you said about balance. Thats such an awesome way to see it, I always get stressed out that theres not enough time for me to do spend equal time everything I feel I need to do all the time…therefore this must mean im not a balanced person. Small adjustments…very cool. I am going to apply this to my life.

Mindy thank you for sharing and I hope we all start to take better care of ourselves, whether that be getting checked out, or taking more time for ourselves to really listen to what our bodies are telling us. I will say a prayer for your mother in law.

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Aww thanks aud…yeah the blood pressure thing was funny, I just knew it was gonna be high though, throughout the whole appointment my heart was just BOOM BOOM BOOM so fast in my chest! Definitely do go and get checked out, I feel so much better now (though obviously nervous) but at least I feel I’m being pro-active. And yeah chlamydia is totally treatable and easy to deal with but if its left untreated it can lead to infertility and all kinds of horribleness :S And yeah make your bf come with, it would have been so nice to have someone there for support…(of course mine was in edinburgh so I couldnt drag him along this time but im definitely gonna make him get tested too.)

Glitter…I wish you so so so so much luck with your biopsy tomorrow…it must be so scary for you. I got the pap smear as well and those results come seperately so heres hoping theyll be okay as well. *fingers crossed* Thank you so much for inspiring me to get just an overall check up…its something I’ve been meaning to do for so long and its just kind of been building up and building up and the longer I left it the more scared I would get. I’ll be thinking of you tomorrow, sending good thoughts your way too!

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The thing is…when famous people have to pole for a film or music video theyre always like "oh blah blah it was so challenging, I really felt the burn, I got so bruised" and so it gets me excited because I think there might ACTUALLY be some proper poling in the film but when I see it, all theyre actually doing is grinding and floor work. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_rolleyes.gif If I’m lucky I see about 1 seconds worth of a fireman spin and thats its. I mean I guess they probably did learn how to do more and it just wasnt shown because…well… grinding sells more dvds than tricks…but I sometimes wonder why they even bother taking classes if thats all that we’re gonna actually see. Hum. She probably just took one class or something. Still…I like her so I’ll probably see the movie. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_e_biggrin.gif

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Hehe amcut… baby mama call!! Yeah I’m looking forward to worrying about that one!
Thanks Polephile! Honestly…I’m just an idiot…I’m such a hyperchondriac. If I read too much stuff on the internet I start being CONVINCED that I have symptoms of it, however vague the symptoms are.

I went and I actually feel a LOT better now. Like obviously I’m still really worried about the result but the nurse was so nice because I was obviously so scared. I was also asking to a re-prescription of the pill….and they have to take your blood pressure for it, and I was so scared about getting the HIV part of the test that my blood pressure was stupidly high…she had to take it FOUR times to get an accurate result and tell me "imagine youre on a beach and everything is calm…breathe" https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_lol.gif
She told me that with my sexual history she very much doubted I had HIV but it was good I was getting a test anyway, and…yeah basically she was just great, It’s definitely better that I get tested anyway, as opposed to just sitting around putting it off. I got a smear test too.So hopefully everything will be okay. Just gotta wait it out. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_bounce.gif

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I second Trena, you have definitely inspired me to go and get checked out. Honey this must be really scary for you, and I know if I were in your position I would be scared too. But like Polephile says its NOT YOUR FAULT. These things happen, it sucks but they do. There was no way you could have known, but it’s really lucky you were sensible enough to go and get it checked out, so you should congratulate yourself for that. I’m sure you will be able to have babies when you want to, as you say, not being able to is only a very drastic theoretical instance.
Anyway I have my fingers crossed for you, I will pray for you and I hope the tests come out clear! https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_cat.gif https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_flower.gif
Good luck sweetie x x

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*shudders* I’ll definitely be checking my pole constantly now! Oh well I guess its better to be paranoid! https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_flower.gif

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hmmmm…if I’m completely honest the second weekend of march would really be a loottt better for me? I dunno if i can make the first… but I can try my best if thats the only time people are free? https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_mrgreen.gif sorry to be annoying!

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yaaay thanks veena!