[jtbsdca2349]

Thank you everyone for your replies. It really helps,to know that other people fo thru this too. I’ve been trying this week not to always compare to other people and just do pole for the passion and I think this is going to help. I do subscribe to veenas lessons ,which help but for some reason I can’t even get the ones that don’t require strength (like allegra ,Marley ) and it have oversplits,and fairly bendy back, so,it was a bit diacoursging,lol
For sure though your replies helped and thanks again !